Monday, September 8

Don't give up on me

Its been a long time, since have no someone on this heart
On way to the top, I make with what I got 
You want my number baby, I’m on a mission, catch up 
You chased after ..
Yeah, you've made my day, then.. you ask for us
Its normal when a girl need time to think about
Even though she's already feel in you
Once again yeah I'm in love with you
Maybe you could not wait for me, my "yes"
I know, its too long for more than a months
Regreted is what that i've felt when you slowly disappear
This feeling is killing me, that's continuing 
And i don't know when this mistake will stop ruin my mind

How unfair, it's just our love
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?

Just don't give me up!
The night is bitter cold
I wonder if you know
That I'm sleepless, waitin' like a ghost
When need you the most
I go unnoticed

I just wait for you to ask or talk over me even a little
I'll show you how's me, how's mind, how's a big thing from me come over yours
But, where'd you go ?
Left me with nothing? Just it ?
Men sellin love like thieves 
But when the girlie leaves, he'll stop flirtin 
Did you remember ?
You played that "Ease my mind" and I heard for the first time
Just into us and loving much for that as ours
One and only playlist that being played all the time
Dear, give me reasons to believe
That you would do the same for me
Cause I would do this for you,
I'm not moving on

You're my back bone.
You're my cornerstone.
You're my crutch when my legs stop moving.
You're my head start.
You're my rugged heart.
You're the pulse that I've always needed.

Saturday, July 20

A Beautiful Lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful baby ..

It's time to forget about the past

To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say,
"Cause this is just a game"


Sorry that I left this way, but im killing myself if I stay
You broke your words . so do i ! brake my commitment to you 
Broken trust can be described as melted chocolate. No matter how hard you try to freeze it, it will never return to its true shape 
Somewhere only we know umimportant thing now baby ..
You pulling me in pulling me back 
Please think ! Use your mind . Not only your damn talk ~
Falling for betrayal is worst
There's no need to talk because the truth of what one says lies in what one does 
That one is totally fake, the other one is a liar .  Same thing actually :)
Someone should be responsible in their words 
I'm fragile for seeing, for believing you sweetheart ..
You + me = perfection. Just kidding, you're a piece of shit
A lie hurts forever baby 
So, just left broken trust and broken hearts
Thanks for your adventure , now I'll find the new one (:

Friday, July 19

Sampai Kapan

Sampai kapan ku harus tutup hatiku ini ..
Bertahan dalam cinta resah penuh emosi ..
Tak sadarkah aku yang kau siksa ..
Diam hampa tak bisa bicara ..
Memang kau anggap aku tak punya rasa !

Dari dulu hingga kini kau kupuja ..
Adakah aku masih engkau cinta ..
Mengapa masih saja tak mau bicara ..
Mengapa masih saja saling terluka
Memang kau anggap aku bukan siapa-siapa !

Lihatlah aku ..
Dekatlah padaku ..
Tunjukkan aku ..
Seluruh dukamu ..

Masih ingatkah kau kisah kita dulu,
Masih ingatkah kau janji-janji dulu,
Masih ingatkah kau mimpi-mimpi dulu,
Aku setia disini masih berpegang janji ..
Kemanakah kau cepatlahlah kembali ..
Jangan sampai kita sesali ..

Thursday, January 3

Superman . . . . . . .

You've  resqued my heart from the darkness ..
A shine from my heart rising up ..
And it caused by you ..
I knew that we'd become one right away ..
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays ..
I saw the life inside your eyes ..

You're the shooting star I see ..
A vision of estacy ..
When you hold me , I'm alive ..
We're like diamonds in the sky ..
Superman .. You're so special ..
You're just so important for me ..
Just hold me like you never leave me ..
I'm waiting for you're coming all day .. Waiting ..

Where are you superman ?
I need you here with me , by my side ..

Superman ....
   Wanna feel you here ,
    I wanna hear you near ..
    Let me feel you here ,
   Will you ever be near ..
    I'm standing here ,
   Can you see my dear ?
Superman .... Take me fly with you ~ 

Monday, December 31

Sure Perfectly and Survive

Hey new years , welcome to my life ..
You're such a complicated moment ..
The happiest one is few days before the moment come ..   
   Someone take care of me ,
   Someone protect me when I goin' to everywhere I go ,
   Someone make my heartbeat beating so fast when lookin' to me and say some word,
   Someone that hold my hand when I'm nervous and when I need it to be safe ..

The saddest one is after the moment go after this maybe , but I hope not ..

   Someone said that make my heart a bit hurt ,
   Someone say something like wanna go far from me ,
   Someone act like wanna leave me ,
   Someone that repeal all the sweet moment that we have done together ..

You're my hope that I always hope all day ..

Now , I donno if it can be continue again ..
But I still hoping my hope ..
I know its a too big hope , but i still survive ! I will !
How I can moving on ?
You give something , anything and everything that my heart's needed ..
Last minute before the moment come , you give a small thing to be a perfect thing in my eyes and heart actually ..
Make me feel being an important girl ..
When you hold my hand I'm alive .. When you take it off I'm broken ,
When you're by my side I feel safe .. When you're gone I'm drowning ..
Please just be here .. 
I needed you , my heart's needed you , I wanted you !

I know its heart to be happen ..

But I can't lie to my self and heart that I'm into you ..
I can change my status , but not my heart !
I was thinking 'bout you , thinking 'bout me , thinking 'bout us what we gonna be ..
Maybe it was only just a dream ..
And I always pray for the real one ..
Dream can be reached right ? And I go for it .. With all my heart !
So , here I'm gonna stand ..
A girl who waiting for uncertain thing ..